Had to break FREE going stir crazy, update on health...
Nov 4, 2018
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this is my story and welcome to it yes
you clearly see me in the car only woke
up not feeling the best
he's got a horrible cold he has a
horrible cold doesn't feel good he's got
a lot of like pressure in his face and
he's got a really bad headache so it's a
sinus infection so mom and dad are both
laid up but yesterday when I was at the
doctors they told me that I needed to
get like an antibacterial skin wash that
will also clean those areas that have
the open wounds in them to keep them
clean so I had so some blue and they
said that that was a really good choice
but I used to the last bit of good this
morning so I'm gonna actually go to
Walgreens because they have
it's an actual surgical soap that
surgery you know that people in the
medical field used before they start
surgery and they have that in a bottle
it's fairly expensive I've had it before
back a few years ago when I was really
big when I was topping 500 my late did
the cellulitis thing too but then
remember the holes I showed you guys or
I show you but the scars um they I had
to use that soap and it didn't clear it
up like it didn't heal them but I think
it definitely kept it from getting like
gangrene or anything because easily
easily that could have probably been
something I didn't realize how serious
it was until now
that could've been something I could
have lost my leg from and I'm so
surprised that my doctor that I was
seeing at the time really didn't do
anything for it like you know he just
acted like it was a no you got to get
big gaping holes in your foot late but
we're not gonna put you on antibiotics
for you guys
nothing I seriously think that I have
something on me that doctors just really
don't take me serious and maybe it's
because my weight I know that some
medical in the medical field sometimes
you know bigger people are kind of
looked for art like frowned on and
that's not something that
I'm guessing I know that you know we
have a lot of friends that are doctors
and in the medical field and they tell
us you know different stories so I
definitely know that but it still
doesn't mean that I'm not a human I
deserve the same type of medical
treatment that everybody else in this
room deserves so anyways I told Holly
that I would go and grab him a red bowl
because he just not felt my driving I
was like that's fine I'll just go and do
that with me so my leg is still
obviously hurting and I think that's
just gonna be because it is boom no
wondering odd I'm like blasting sweat
over here my husband I didn't realize
had turned the heater on last time he
drove the car bless his little art
anyways um so my leg is still really
hurting me and I think that's just gonna
take time for all that tissue to heal I
have listened to all of you guys I
stayed in bed all day yesterday except
for having to get up and shower and go
to my doctor's appointment which was a
complete waste of my time
really wish I wouldn't have even wasting
my time or gas going on traction because
didn't get me anywhere got me back to
square one of still playing the guessing
game so yeah first rating
let me run in really quick gosh oh these
receipts I need to
hoby um let me running really quick and
grab him his Red Bull and then I will be
back it's so funny that this store has
we come here daily my husband's defects
they know us by by name and they know me
by my youtube channel I'm so funny so
it's funny when I'm walking around and
people like how are you feeling today
how's your leg I'm like how do you know
I clearly forget that I had posted it
for millions of people you know millions
of subscribers but um now people know
anyways back to me so yeah my leg is
still hurting really bad I'm still
smoking those fevers
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but I am I just took my temperature
actually this morning and it's at 99.9
so I've been drinking nothing but water
I have not drink anything else I fall
off my children it's worthy I'd like
they're like being abused when I told no
they can't drink my water because my
water just he's so much better than
their water and they even have their own
little water balls too and nope yeah
they gotta drink out of my water so I've
been fighting them off and making sure
that I'm calculating my measurements of
how much fluid I'm getting in so I think
sure I'm not making everything worse by
continuing to dehydrate myself and what
else it's weird because honestly I don't
have any I googled the symptoms of like
fly and the bladder and the Kasbah for
me I don't know how do you see it I
don't have not one of those symptoms the
only one I will say I have is the the
fever but that's I think that's because
of my lake so I don't know I'm gonna
continue to take my antibiotics no
matter what because it's better to take
it and cover yourself then not take it
and we're both opening the guard shorts
same time
can you grab me a bottled water from
over there babies because I didn't take
my medicine Thank You sugar
anyways so I don't want I'm just gonna
continue to take the medicine like I
said and look at you guys look look it
went into a purse or a make it back
whatever you want thank you babe
help daddy okay
Oh Maya here sorry honey
anyways he gives a treat tonight he's
getting he's gonna get taken to
thirty-one flavor I think I'm gonna have
Ollie take them just spend some time
together anyways so I don't know though
it's just really weird how they say I
have the e.coli and this other thing but
I don't have either one of the symptoms
of them so it's just like alright
whatever
it clearly makes no sense but it is what
it is okay hold on just a second I'm
just gonna take a couple and then home
ok did you open up the windows in the
house ok did you open did you open up
your window
I probably go sit at the park okay
got some meds on board so oh it's right
in front of my face I was looking for my
water bottle lid and I couldn't find it
it was on my gear changer anyways I got
some medicine on board for my fever
hopefully it will kick in and take it
down I didn't bring this thermometer
with me I should have but it's okay like
it's gonna do me any good if I'm running
a fever I'm running a fever
so anyways but I will check in with you
guys and a little bit I'm not really
sure exactly what I've got planned to do
I'm just gonna spend some quality time
with myself and just half a quiet day so
anyways I will check in with you guys
and let you know how i'm feeling later
so i completely forgot to fill you guys
in with my weight for today so i'm gonna
insert it here
I lost this week four pounds and the
thing is I was really excited about was
that that is four pounds being lost with
a swollen as I am and my leg is big as
it is right now I was so happy to see a
four pound loss because I really really
really thought that I was gonna gain
from all the fluid that I have holding
on in my body right now but I didn't so
I was excited that he see those numbers
and like I told you guys from the
beginning you know yeah I'm not feeling
well I am very ill and it hurts and I'm
in a lot of pain but I am refusing to
allow that to be a crutch for me to make
poor choices and just throw my hands up
in the air and say don't feel like going
in tomorrow not gonna happen
so anyways yes I definitely wanted to
update you guys on that because I
completely forgot to earlier I forgot to
earlier so I thought well I'll go ahead
and just update you guys now and so I'm
hoping next week I will also get a
really good weight loss drop because it
will also help with this fun but anyways
okay I am going to run they do not have
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Walgreens so I'm going to look at
another store and see they've got it
there if not then I might have to just
buy it online
sometimes the Amazon can actually be
more expensive than stores so we'll see
but anyways I will check in with you
guys in a little bit oh my god
I'm burning up I've got the worst
headache you know when you go to the
store like ok for me I I take my kids
with me to the store and you know they
are sometimes kind of rough but
I have never allowed my children to just
run wild bumping into people without
apologizing and acting like complete
barbarians and both stores that I have
went to today it's on the other side of
Salem so it's in the Northeast Salem
side I don't like that side it's nothing
bad about it but it's very crowded very
crowded and it has been years that I
have actually been into any store here
on this side of town and kind of know
why it was ridiculous I had one kid like
I don't know what he was doing but he
was kicking him Lakes up in there and
when he did he came down and he caught
my bad Lake how bad I had to refrain
myself from hauling off and kicking him
back that's how bad I hurt and I was
like excuse me and the mom turns and
she's like I don't know I don't know
what she was saying and I'm like you
know you guys can't keep your kids under
control you know you can bring them and
have them shop but you can also teach
them manners there's no reason he's
flipping his legs up in the air this
isn't a call to gymnastics store so
she's like I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm like
yeah well you know it hurts so I'm just
letting you know you need to really take
care of your kid I like which I didn't I
mean I normally don't speak out but I
mean come on I am in front of pain and
no I probably shouldn't be walking
around stores but I'm looking for this
special soap
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so you know I'm kind of forced to be out
right now looking and either way it
shouldn't matter like people should have
a little bit better control over their
children like I am NOT okay with that I
am so hot because the store was so
packed with people that you almost
almost fell like you couldn't breathe
inside the store it was so like hot and
humid it was like so needless to say I
came out empty-handed so that means I
did not find myself which is okay I am
NOT gonna continue to shop it is crazy
busy out right now and amy is ready to
go home I need to go home and put my leg
up I already took medicine before I left
the house for my favorite verb a
headache so can't do anything there so
instead I'm gonna just have to deal with
his headache because I can't take any
more medicine for it so I'm a little
irritated but it's all right
I'm gonna I need to find out from Olli
what we're gonna do for dinner cuz you
know like I said he wasn't feeling well
so I wanted to I wanted to cook
something but he was just like.he I
don't want to go to this where I'm not
Mike it's fine it's not a big deal so I
ended up leaving so I'm gonna go ahead
and probably try and figure something
out for dinner for you my poor hubby is
just not feeling it today
that's how I feel right now it is it's
nice allottee like it was supposed to
start ringing about for which the clouds
are coming in they're getting heavier so
I'm sure we are gonna probably get
dumped on here soon enough which is fine
because I'm going to him anyways so I
don't care but the humidity dropped
which makes it feel better out because I
was like dying earlier because it was so
like humid out ok so I went ahead and I
stopped by Dollar Tree because the other
day when I was there I had bought a
makeup bag and it's like I'm alone make
a purse and on the side of it it totally
wasn't sewn shut so I was like you know
I mean I could take it back hard and
just toss it you know or I could try and
sew it up myself but am I really going
to take the time to do this yeah so I
told Ollie I said you know I think I'm
just gonna probably take it back you
know and it's a dollar but I can just
exchange it to get one that doesn't have
that whatever in it so I did and then
we're really happy about doing it and
they're like yeah that's fine just you
know go and choose whatever and then you
know let us know what you want to do so
anyways so we went ahead and took that
back and I got my baby girl something
she's gonna be so excited but I'll show
it to you guys but I thought I would
just show you really quick I got these
stickers I'm going to be doing a DIY
with those and I was looking for
something that would be of like this
material I didn't really want the
stickers that stick out because they're
easy to get caught on things and tear
off so I wanted something that would go
up against something really flat so I
picked those up and they're so pretty
though well I don't know if you guys can
see it but they're sparkles and they're
talking
Breen's friends love it
I picked up four more of these round
mirrors again you will see why
badi badi soon until it excited to show
you I picked up a thing of paper because
I don't know what my children do if they
eat it I have no clue but I swear I have
no notebooks at home even though that's
all I seem like I buy its notebook after
notebook after notebook and I don't have
any so yeah mom I get stuff continuously
buy new books but for a dollar I mean
whatever but I use them to like make my
shopping list and stuff like that so
they come in handy I mean I do need them
I picked up a thing of tootsie rolls you
guys I never buy candy for myself but I
have been wanting to see rolls so bad so
I picked him up and figured I'd have a
couple I mean five pieces is 120
calories so I mean technically that five
pieces is plenty if I really wanted to
you know but anyways I picked those up
in like I said I never by myself candy
you guys but I've been sick and I
deserve it and then I picked up candy
canes because my son Jeremiah I am NOT
giving you guys one year they went on
Clarence after Christmas and they were
ten I want to say they were like ten
cents a box or something like that
we end up getting like 50 boxes of candy
canes my kids sat and ate candy cane
after candy oh he was making me so mad
because he all he wanted was candy canes
and I think he candy cane to himself out
like he never asked for candy canes
again but with the babies now they don't
know what a candy cane is and what the
taste of it is but they do like the
peppermint taste so I was like well I
might as well just try it with them and
see
if they like them or not I mean it's not
a big deal they don't want to mean for a
dollar it's not like it's a something to
cry over um I haven't seen so many
Dollar Tree haul people hauling these
who do and that's been my new word when
people ask me how I'm feeling I always
say poo Doo and I didn't realize that
the stuff is called poo Doo and that
must have been where I'm getting it from
is from these things that are called poo
Doo anyways how nice he is to play with
crap literally but it is called poo Doo
and it's squishy goo poo stretch and
twist it slimy and sticky
bouncy not gross at all yeah so I bought
one for Omar and Maya and I'm like
praying to God okay children when you
see poo Doo and the toilet please don't
go reaching into it thinking that it's
gonna be the same as this my gross
touches to that you know Janna and
here's the bag so the other one was
identical to this except it was like
this whole side was split open and I was
like okay but I went ahead and got that
that's for Ezra I got her some she the
other day I think you guys heard her on
the vlog sheet I thought she was saying
my cup my cop my cup my company Mike you
have your Mike you have your cup sit in
front of you why are you talking about
ended up she was cranky she want to make
up and I had bought her some chapstick
but I didn't realize what she was
talking about so she was on mica my cup
makeup so I bought her some chapstick I
bought her a little thing of lipstick so
she could put some on for the dips she's
such a little diva girl so she likes
this stuff and you know when we're at
home and she's just wanting to play
dress-up why not anything are some
different kinds of glosses
got our little mirror of course I'm sure
her brother Omar will put his two cents
in about this I got her some little nail
stickers out know if they're gonna fit
well I mean I all clearly they're not
gonna fill them and have to cut them
down to her size but are some little
nail stuff pick me up another thing of
Nels
try those ones they're black silver and
then an accent color things so
and then last bag I picked up I needed a
couple things for a wreath that I'm
actually making and I couldn't find him
at the other Dollar Tree so I found them
though and another one so I needed a
couple of little gift boxes or whatever
you call them so I think that one picked
up pick up a thing of candy canes and
then s1 I've decided to slice her finger
today I don't know how donal with what
but she did it's not really deep but
it's like one of those annoying ones
right there we had new band-aids I don't
know where my band-aids have gone so I
went ahead and picked up two different
band-aids I picked up Barbie and I mean
you get 20 in the pack so it's not bad
I'm sure my kids are gonna probably use
them as stickers Jurassic Park sour
carnival pops
anyways that's just what I got but I
just I really only got things that I
ain't truly but anyways now I am heading
home because I I've only been out for
two and a half hours but I am I really
wanna go home I am I'm tired my body is
tired my legs
it's hurting and I have a really bad
headache that I cannot seem to get to go
away today I'm not sure why it's just
swinging to stick around so I'm gonna go
ahead and head home
well why would you like to do sir
Lord he's a Crichton my but anyways
people I swear they're so impatient like
they're gonna it's gonna make a big
difference if they're two seconds behind
a car like big difference people anyways
so I'm gonna head home anyways so I just
got off the phone with ollie and he's
gonna make shrimp and fish tacos so they
got done with my chair I guess they said
the frame so that you know the part
where you sit the actual frame busted
Wow but it busted so I mean I've had it
for I got it the month I gave birth to
Ezra so I mean it's almost three years
old and I sleep in it every single night
there's not a night that goes by that I
don't sleep in it so clearly I mean it
has done it it's done its job but
anyways so they fixed it they were able
to fix it and bring it back today which
I was so thankful for because they
weren't sure if they're gonna be able to
fix it and bring it back today but
so that works for me so Lee said that
he's gonna go to the store when I get
home he's gonna go to the store so that
way then he can go and get the stuff
that is needed for noir to problem so
anyways well you guys I'm going to be
heading home
and getting into some comfortable
clothes because really bad and I am
ready to rest and not do anything so
there won't be any more excitement for
the evening
I don't not be but anyways so I will
check in with you guys tomorrow
I don't know I think tomorrow I'm pretty
much staying home all day tomorrow
because I I did my time today so I will
be staying home and resting tomorrow and
all he has I think he's got some things
to do tomorrow possibly depending on how
he's feeling he said he's feeling ok
right now so I don't know probably
kicked in but anyways so tomorrow I will
check in with you guys and let you know
what we're up to
but anyways take care of you guys
and I will check in with you at some
point not sure but until then sweet
dreams you guys
